megan steven's birth story

 I woke up at 40 weeks and 5 days STILL pregnant after several false alarms and prodromal labor all week. I dislike being pregnant and have a huge and heavy belly since I have big babies and I'm short so, trust me, I was terrible to be around! I was set to be induced at 41 weeks because I just knew I couldn't bear to go over as I had with my son. We had moved states 3 months earlier, so this was a hospital birth and I had no birth plan as opposed to my midwife and birth center birth plan! (I went backwards, I know!) I knew I could do it naturally but I was so tired and huge and just worn down after a move and an energetic 3 year old, that I said to myself if I needed an epidural, I would just do it and rest. Well, at 6:00pm I started having the same old contractions (after have my membranes stripped that morning at my doctor! Ouch.) but after an hour they started getting more intense. I had my parents take my son for a sleepover and started watching a movie with my husband while bouncing on the birth ball. By 8:30pm I knew it was real and told my husband at 9:30pm, I wanted to go in. So about 9:45pm, we got to L&D and I was STILL 4 cm as I had been for a week but 90%. I was honestly discouraged thinking I would be sent home again and in pregnancy purgatory forever and that I would never know when I was actually in labor! I started to walk with my husband around the unit for 45 min or 17 laps (they told us it was a mile) and by the end I was unable to stand through the contractions and needed to start moaning . With the recheck I was 5 cm, 100% and I knew it was real. We checked in the room and I got antibiotics for GBS while bouncing on the ball. Things got intense from there and I told my husband maybe I wanted that epidural and he said ok, let’s try the water in the tub first. I headed there and hot water is medication to me! Then, I hit transition so much sooner than expected and told my husband that I felt faint and like I was going to puke. When I started saying "I can't do this, I feel like I'm going to die" my husband said he knew this was going way faster than our first labor. This only lasted 20-30 min and then I had the urge to poop and just then the nurses walked in to check on me because I had been moaning/screaming quite loudly.

My husband told them it was time and they half carried me to the bed. When they checked I was almost a 9! I was screaming for meds then and lost my cool a bit but it was too late. They did give me Nubian but it did NOTHING. The midwife got there and I was on my hands and knees trying to fight the same urge to push and after only a few contractions it was time. I pushed his head out pretty easily and then I felt his shoulder get stuck on my pubic bone and I became terrified of tearing upward. The midwife knew I was in a bad position and they literally flipped me over and told me I needed him out NOW and to stop loosing my mind. I actually felt so much better on my back and I regained my cool and pushed him out in one or two pushes. I soon realized she was in such a hurry because he was blue and not breathing. The handed him to the pediatric team and they kept stimulating him and his second APGAR was perfect but my husband said he has never been more terrified in his life. I was kinda unaware but just kept asking, where is my baby? Is he ok? I knew he wasn't placed immediately on me that something wasn't quite right. He ended up being perfectly healthy and HUGE, 9lbs 11oz birthed naturally with not a single tear! I felt amazing afterward and still feel great. The whole labor was only about 6 hrs with only 3 being terrible! Our son is fat and happy, eating and sleeping most of his first 2 weeks. And, I felt like superwoman. I love how proud my husband is/was of me and he just kept kissing my head and telling me thank you and good job. I’ll always treasure both our labors together. As all the nurses said, he was an amazing coach

The funny thing is I had a birth center birth and a baby who would not nurse (see my previous essay "not natural") and a hospital birth with no immediate skin to skin and a baby who LOVES to nurse (though we are working on a shallow latch issue). It's funny how different babies are! 

We are so grateful for God's goodness (after a failed IVF attempt this summer and this cycle that was almost canceled due to poor response) and kindness. For this child we have prayed...

We are proud to introduce Tobias Porter Stevens. Born 8/8/17 at 2:38 am at a whopping 9lbs 11 oz, 22 inches!


*If anyone needs a listening ear as they are going through infertility or the IVF process please feel free to contact me. It can be a long road and sometimes having someone who understands is incredibly valuable! You can also comment here with any questions and I'll respond!

the busiest year of my life.

2017 has been crazy!!!!!! Our family has been blessed with a lot of great new changes in such a short amount of time. It's funny how some years can be so mundane and others can be a never-ending time of events, parties, and life in general. 

Here are some highlights so far of what 2017 has been like for us:

  • January- Nick accepted a new call to be assistant pastor at Redemption PCA (Presbyterian Church in America)
  • February- My sister Michelle got engaged to her boyfriend Joseph
  • March- I gave birth to our third son, Leo. My baby sister Bianca got engaged to her boyfriend John
  • April- My sister Janna gave birth early to my identical nephews Conor and Ronan

Events to come in 2017:

  • July- Engagement Party for Michelle and Bianca. Leo will be baptized at our church
  • September- Calvin turns 5 and Michelle's Bridal Shower
  • November- Nick turns 30. Max turns 3. Nick and I celebrate our 7th wedding anniversary
  • December- Michelle gets married.

Add a whole bunch of birthdays from both sides of our family and basically you can imagine what our family calendar looks like for this year. I am thankful for companies like Paperless Post that can help make some of these exciting events in our life more easy and fun.  With a newborn and two other boys to take care of I am always on the lookout for ways that make my life easier. Paperless Post has been great because I can make invitations for parties super easy and creatively. They have options for basically any life event you can imagine and the quality of artwork is extraordinary, especially the huge selection of designer line invitations . I love how all I need is peoples email address and then I can email them an invitation that looks just like a physical one. 

Whether you have a birthday party, bridal shower, dinner party or game night that you are hosting, consider using Paperless Post and wow your guests. Invitations make parties that much more official and the fact that I can do all of my party planning on my phone, invitations included makes spending time with loved ones for special occasions that much more easier. 


Here are are some examples below!  

Bianca's ring. 

Bianca's ring. 

Michelle's ring. 

Michelle's ring. 

He is HERE!

After a long wait we are excited to introduce to you our third son, Leo Jack Davis. I had a very easy and healthy 12 hour labor and Leo was born weighing 7lbs 8 oz and 20 in. long. I literally did two pushes and he was out (probably because I was at 10 cm for 3 hours waiting for a delivery doctor).  Anyways, we have a had a few bumps in the road with a tongue tie issue that needs to be resolved again but other than that he is an amazingly sweet baby. 


Introducting Leo Jack Davis! (Named after my Poppy who died in April, Leonard Jack Zetomer). 


I plan to do a post on his birth story, adjusting to life as a family of 5 and how postpartum care has been going very soon.